Oh Food! 

Oh food!            I feel like everyone has a love hate relationship with food. Especially ones who have been diagnosed with some form of IBD. When I got very ill I went from eating to NO food by mouth for months till my surgery. TPN, Total Parenteral Nutrition, was a lifesaver…

Tattoo Idea 

I want to get another tattoo ( I have a small semicolon by scars on my stomach but I want to get two tiny hearts over my picc line scars on my arm. Those scars saved my life. I was feed through my pic line for 14 hours out of the day for about 6…

Why is eating healthy so hard??

I have to eat a very strict diet so my Crohns monster can stay pretty much calm. I am having hard time mentally and because it seems no matter how hard I try my weight stays the same or goes up. I know it’s all hormonal and out of my control but I so badly…

New Years Goals

So it’s that time of year where everyone jumps back to the gym and healthy eating for about 2 weeks. I hate setting goals for a full year. I’m more of small term goals that build up and then help meet a long term goal. I feel that saying I’m going to lose 50 pounds…

Just a video of me setting up some fluids!

I am going to post something everyday in my journal but it’s going to be my goal to post on some form of social media! Day 1 is a quick video of me putting some meds in a IV!   -XO,

Bah Humbug: Holiday Outlook

  Ever since my diagnosis holidays really have a different meaning to me. I am mostly thankful for what I have been able to achieve and just really reflect on what goals I have set for myself and if I had overcome them. I look at past hospitalizations and overall well being

Current (on going )life struggle…..( what else is new? ;)

Day one—I can’t even begin to tell y’all how sick I have been feeling. It has been really rough with school, work and trying to live. I will be the first to tell you that I have slacked on my health and eating right was the first to go. (Notice how I said First) …Feeling…

Weight Check-In:

SO I said a few weeks ago that I would document on my weightloss.I am here to say I LOST a total of…………………….. 0–ZERO weight…… I am discouraged .. yes but I also know it is not the end of the world and I will lose it! I am staying postive. That is it for my…

Big News ;)

I have big news to share with everyone!! I was given my own YOGA class twice a week!!!!!! I found this out on Friday and started today Monday… So my class is mainly people over the age of 65 but oh well…I was nervous because of my last experience with my first class I subbed…